May 2013
5 posts
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Getting the hang of things: So it’s been about two weeks since I started regularly using a cane opposed to the walker.
As you can see here I’m still having a really tough time: predominantly due to my lack of balance.
The pt thinks I’m ready to use a smaller based cane since I ambulated so well with this device via the gym. As you can see here most surfaces is...
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WatchOfficially trying to switch to a 4 prong cane instead of a walker. This is day one. Day two is better but there is still a lot to be done. The great news is though even when guided I do all the work of walking on my own. Not with someone holding me for support so it has a positive outlook. I guess?„, sigh
April 2013
7 posts
2nd to last med reduction
I’m officially going yo be off the antidepressant celexa. I’m taking a 5 mlg tablet every other day for two Wes then cutting completely out of my regiment; leaving only gamipenton and trazadone as my final drugs in cycle. Gamipenton to reduce tremors and trazadone to insure sleep Prevent percephoration . I feel horrid- my teeth feel weAk abs sensitive from all the Ned- I feel...
It's Spring Already???..!
I haven’t blogged aside from a few pics and quick tidbits in quite some time and this is intensional mostly
Anybody should be aware to to step out off by sort of spotlight and that is just what I have done
I really can’t call my metaphoric following a spot light because that would infer that I was Pseudo-celebrity status (on a very-veerrrrrry small scale). Well in hindsight I’ve decided...
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March 2013
3 posts
February 2013
3 posts
January 2013
5 posts
The middle- finally. I think….?
It’s the day after my hernia surgery- everything is Hazed. The surgery was a success but from what I’m being told the original installation of my shunt was done so unorthodoxly. So there is concern that the inner tubing may have been done so incorrectly. ::shruggs:: I will find out what the true story is when we go for a followup next week...
First day of college (part 3)
I haven’t blogged in a while. Sometimes it really is better (sorry for the cliche but its fitting) to burn out rather than fade away
Not much has gone on- its the final week on my last stop through this journey.
1- surgery for my hernia is in two days- I am taking a seat (pun intended) back to my wheel chair got a while as I heal from this final process of physical manipulation twix my...
One week til the last major check point
I haven’t blogged in a while. Many reasons for that but the most relevant/prudent reason is I miss my son too much.
I haven’t been motivated do much if anything because the thought of not being with him weighs a heavy toll both physically a bd mentally.
Another large reason is that flu season is starting to peak and this is the predicesory week to my final(major) surgery. So...
I feel like I accidentally hit the fast-forward button on life; and fell asleep before the credits
December 2012
9 posts
3 days and counting
So it seems in three days (according to the myan calendar) that the world is supposed to end( again)
I don’t know what I believe anymore.
It’s almost Xmas abs it still feels like October is just coming own.
Something doesn’t feel right and its not the weather. I don’t know how to explain it its just a feeling I got in my bones
I don’t think the world...
Santana's doing me dirty a lil early
I have come down with a common cold as an early Xmas gift. To me s cold is like pnomimia due to my terrible immune system. I thought Missa might have traded off her bronchitis to me but I haven’t had fever yet and I have a little different symptoms.
I hope this clears soon with the holidays coming up. I believe this weekend if I’m feeling better we as a family are going to go...
1st stop: Day 3
It’s the third day of trying to ween my self off of some of the medications.
The first step is taking one less pill of neurontin(gamapenton)
Already it’s the third day and its been miserable.
I’m shaking profusely, forgetting conversations and events that happened hours before
Like when I guitar got home from the initial stroke, terrible mood swings and miserable...
It is what it is: bs
I’m in writhing pain from the eye surgery- the codine takes just enough.edge off yo make it bearable. I’m a wreck without my son. This would be so much more tolerable if it hasn’t been so long but the truth is it has I don’t know when I will see or speak to him again and it’d dipping me apart
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November 2012
6 posts
It's been too F&@%#^< long
It’s been now a month and a week since I’ve been allowed to personally see my son. Literally no help or cooperation from the other side of things. Something gas got to be done. Thank god for my family for trying to help me through the worst of ordeals.
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Hurricane sandy aftermathics
So it’s now Friday November 2nd and I’ve been staying by Millissa’s since Wednesday. We have regained power and what not and I’ve been sleeping on a mattes on her bedroom floor. The Tavarone’s have been nothing. But spectacular host in light of this local disaster and continue to look out for whilst my parents are working around the clock to salvage our home...
October 2012
16 posts
Hurricane sandy: aftermath day 2
The hurricane hit. Knocked out power. They say at least ten days till we get anything back
My head is pounding. It’s cold and rainy out. No heat in home Dad snores. Too much for my head. Need help or I ain’t Gunna make it
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Prep for eye surgery
So this morning Vera and I saw dr gutterman for final prep on my eye surgery scheduled for Monday.
For new comers I will be getting a corrective eye surgery this week to contract a stripnavis in my right eye. The dr will be separating and real reaching stringer muscles in my eye cavity to compensate for the damaged muscles due to the stroke suffered last July.
Everything seems good to go...
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1 f#%#%¥>{> month
Tomorrow will mark 1 month since I’ve seen/spoken to my son.
I am beyond beside myself and on trying to see my son yet I will not give up. Strides are being taken to further a progression. I will not post any of that information.
I do not care for his mothers actions one bit. She has taken every measurable notion to distance me from my son and all we have done is help out in...
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Half-way to the middle
It’s now Monday the 15. I sit wrapped in a blanket watch apocalypse now trying to fight off these steroids
I feel terrible- or more like a night after of drinking and too many methamphetamines. Not that I have ever tried those. I’ve read alot on the Internet
My busy hasn’t stopped shaking front he roids and I feel incredibly wasted- walking and balancing has become a...
Mid-meltdown
It’s already Wednesday and I feel like I’m falling apart. This sensation has become a common factor in my weekly regiment yet I am constantly feeling more and more fatigued and weary about almost everything. I have not been perseverating except for the past four days. I’ve been feeling tightening in my chest area after consuming coffee (caffeine) and know little oh how to...
